Momma was out in a field the other day, camera in hand, when a thought occurred about a point between being and nothingness, about what a person locked into today’s Kentucky lifestyle and 21st Century sensibilities recognizes in a pastoral scene where there is no object as a central focus. Where’s the sign, building, person, animal, and what’s the point of that snapshot in time? Momma wonders if you’d say there is nothing in this photograph, in which case Momma rant-engine would rev up, and with apologies to Sartre for misuse of his title, and Andy Rooney for stealing some thunder, lock into high gear. Granted, this field is planted with grain, so apologies also to farmers who see a cultivated crop.
There is a real point here. Stated straight away, it’s that “nothing”, in the form of open space, is really something important. It’s something we’ve devalued to the extent of not even recognizing it as valuable in itself, and in many cases even something we fear. Once we cherished open space, glorified it in patriotic odes … “Oh beautiful, for spacious skies, for amber waves of grain …” and campfire choruses like “Home, home on the range” were based in concrete, personal experiences of America’s undeveloped land; now, we’re afraid to send our kids into the woods, and we spend hours indoors exploring a digital, social media universe, and seem to need to fill empty fields with strip malls, hotels, billboards and highways. That patch of grass downtown, under consideration for Center-something? I guess it’s out of the question just to let it remain a park. After all, money is to be made, taxes levied, commerce upheld.
Not that those things are, in themselves, bad. Momma loves to travel, shop, chat with Facebook friends and live in a nice house. But, I’m afraid that we’ve lost our balance, and that the character of our society has shifted, because we no longer see an open field as a place in itself “to be”. Yet, when I approached this field on the fringe of development, it felt restful, expanding with a bit of the unknown to explore, undefined by signage and unmarred by homes, swing sets and yes, even gardens. We’re so used to having these signs of civilization and development around us, that we don’t realize something has been taken from us, tiny piece by tiny piece. Sometimes, I play a little game here in Lexington, Kentucky. I try to get to a spot where I can see nothing but plants, rocks, fields: no cars, buildings or people. Once I find one, I wait until I can’t hear them, either. Sure, I could travel to a wilderness area miles away for that experience, but I live most of my life in the city, and I’ve begun to think that we city dwellers need to re-think what our daily environment should include. We need create and preserve places like parks, open spaces, and fields of nothingness which can calm and connect us to a direct, uninterpreted experience of our natural Earth. Momma wants there to be such an oasis within easy walking distance of every city resident. Momma wants you to look carefully at places you usually pass by without noticing, thinking that there is nothing to see. It just might redefine wealth, enabling us to recognize Paradise in what once seemed to be nothingness.